Beauty from Pain

It's so funny when you can be so high on life that something has to tear it down....you can't have beauty without that pain is what immediately came to mind when I thought that first thought up there. Gosh I had so much to praise praise and thank god for that I know I am not excempt from trail and tribulations but one thing tore it down.

So I've been listening to my prophetic word over and over again to re-energize myself and to get myself together because I was not going to let that one thing tear me down. So another part of my word was, "I am going to put you into a cycle of blessing and it will layer itself upon layers and layers of blessing" WOW right?!? "it will not be excempt from battle or pressure but if you daily ask for help making discerning decisions" that blessing will come to pass....I feel like everyday I've asked for help with this I have been a lot more calm (esp at work with 15 other women (ughhh sometimes x10)) and I have truly sought him out. Now more than ever I am having to ask him "Lord please help me hold my tongue" cause Gal I wanna go off sometimes. Another part of my word, "you are young and tender before me and time after time you have asked yourself God why did they CHOSE to do that, WHY did they not go the other way, my daughter I say to you, you will NEVER be like that, you WILL (like you have) always know the right decisions to make, you WILL NOT have to ask yourself, WHY" awww what a nice relaxing way to end this lil post...I feel like that was my let out....I don't and WILL NOT be one to ask myself WHY but I will know that I am making the right decisions because I am asking for HIS help....ahhhh THANK YOU JESUS!!

This song just popped up...."after all this has past I still will remain"

THE end.